Dreams… ~~this I wrote when I was in 11th std ;)~~

Dreams... Dreams... Oh Dreams!!!

Yes, I do have sweet n candy dreams in my eyes!!!

Donno where from they came into my life? ?

They are in my eyes, beat with my heartbeat... make me realize their presence somehow...

They are in flowers, stars, clouds, sky, raindrops...

I can’t see them, but their warm, tender and soft touch always mesmerizes me...

When I call back of their inception...

Nothing replies back but the same unheard silence and untouched touch...

Then I think if they are my imageries... that I want to see attaining life?

Want them to always remain there in my heart... like happiness and rejoice?

And tomorrow, if they don't happen to be true,

I'll keep their sweet memories in the core of my heart.

Those Memories of... first dream... first feel... first desire

Of a young heart... for ever n ever n ever........................................

Romance!!

Sitting idol one evening;
Chewing over the term “Romance”;
What is it? Has anyone ever tacit it completely?
Is it only the tale of a hero ‘n his beloved?
Romeo Juliet;
Their feelings and emotions;
Or a Tale of a Chivalry; who not only battles, but;
Also wants to conquer the love of his life;
Or a fictitious, amorous, sweet, cozy narrative prose;
Or a verse, which crosses the reachable limits of the ordinary lives;
Castles in the Air;
It makes world around it go pink;
Two people ‘n two hearts become hapless;

For me, it also comprehends life ‘n its realities;
And then falling in love all over again… … …

Besides everything else…
"Romance" is, what is there between my parents :-)
That doesn't need words or expressions but, jus being there!!!

Paternity!!!!

I am your little girl, I know ;
You love me a lot, I know ;
Te quiero;
Crossing roads, holding your finger;
Thousands of memories tha wud linger;
Nostalgia…
Laughter n tears, fights n smiles;
They ‘ll travel with me, some extra miles
But,
Today I'll have to go, we know ;
Have no choice but will have to move on, we know ;
You'll be happy and sad as well, I know;

For Me, therez joy to join hands but leaving all of behind
With whom I was till now;
Heart won't agree to move on, but I 'll have to, I know;

If this is bound to happen then why not smile?

It's my wedding Papa;
I'll bridge the two worlds with your love, I know...
So, hold my hand and get me the aisle led;
Coz today's the day; I am gonna be wed… … …

God and I

I believe in god??
Yes, I believe in god...
Coz i believe he has created me and this beautiful world
He has always been there by my side through all thick n thins,
And showed his presence some way or the other.

I am filled with awe when i see the complexities of the nature and humans.
We cannot match his creativity, sophistication and innovation...
And boast on mere the discoveries of what he has left created for us soo long back...
I feel something supernatural or superemly powerful about him.

They say am I really that religious or if I pretend?
I believe I dont have to explain it to anyone.
But, this is my own small way to thank him for he has been soo kind to me
Blessed me with so beautiful and wonderful people around.
It is not just bowing in front of an idol or
Believing something which cannot be seen or touched...
But then this all is happening...
As someone has already decided and written it somewhere... for all of us.
And is soo finely remote controlling it.

I keep demanding something or the other...
Like a little daughter of his...

But then, this is between me and him... so yes I do believe in God!!!

Ally

Dark Space in my closed eyes;
Appears when rest of the world is gone;
Visible only to me;
I can feel it, its silence, its presence, its nothingness;
I have observed it; it’s a loner; sensitive; gullible
But entrusting;Shares my secrets as a good friend;
Listens to me; cares for me;
Soothes me with its soft and tender touch and says;

“I'll always be there for you… when therez noone…”

Perhaps, it’ll rain tonight…

For so many days, its vesicating around…

For so many days, its dry around…

For so many days, haven’t seen the clouds…

For so many days….

For so many days, therez no breeze…

For so many days, haven’t felt the pearls on my face…

For so many days, its just sun in sky to gaze…

For so many days….

For so many days, trees are dry…

For so many days, flying birds are dry…

For so many days, peacock gave up the try…

For so many days…

For so many days, my heart is sayin’ please…

For so many days, its tryin’ to feel the breeze…

For so many days, my heart is sayin’ “Perhaps… it’ ll rain tonight…”

“Perhaps… it’ ll rain tonight…”

सूखे पत्ते...

कभी सोचा है? सूखे पत्ते जैसी होती जायेगी यह ज़िन्दगी|
अभी तो इसमें जान है, हरी दिखती है यह,
पर जैसे किताब में रखे पत्ते सूख जाते हैं,
अपना पानी, हरिमा और सौंदर्य खोकर मानो रुक से जाते हैं,
उसी वक्त में जिसे वे कभी खोना नही चाहते|

मैं भी नहीं चाहती,की यह दिन खो जाएँ|
रोक लोना चाहती हूँ और सहेज के रखना चाहती हूँ इन्हें...
सूखे पत्तों की तरह|

बना लुंगी मैं अपनी स्मृतियों को सूखे पत्ते|
ताकि जब खोलके देखूं कभी, तो
इन दिनों की यादों, खुशियों, भावनाओं और परिस्थितियों का
एक चित्र सा बन जाए आंखों में और मैं भी ये सोचूं कि
इन सूखे पत्तों में भी कभी पानी था, जान थी, हरिमा थी और
कितने सुंदर और जीवित थे वे दिन... ... ...

Rendezvous

Two lovers held apart...
Always gazing each other with all the sacred love n passion,
that we all desire...

But, I have seen them apart with a large distance
What can she do??
Either he can’t, just staying far and apart;

They yearn to meet ... and fight the destiny,
which they can’t defeat;

Evincing their states… very differently, but very straight
He shows he loves... and so does she;
He cries and drenches her...
And she awaits with all the pain that only she bears

At dawn he's reddish blue & she, cold & new
In noon he’s peppy & so is she
In evening both are serene as it’s the same time again

I can see their Rendezvous away, away, very far away
“He” is “Sky” and “She” is “Earth”
Their Rendezvous is “The Horizon"

And now, both welcome the night to take them with her
Arrange their corner
To tear them apart... once again...

धूप

सूरज की टोकरी से जैसे स्वर्ण भस्म की एक पुड़िया गिरी, खुली और आसमान के आँचल पर बिखर गई |

चारों तरफ़ एक स्वर्णिम उजाला फैल गया |

मैं सो रही थी चादर मुंह पर से हटाए,
नींद में मेरी आंखों पर चौंध गई और मुझे जगा कर मानो खुशी से नाच उठी हो |

मैंने जब गुस्से से बाहर देखा तो उसका मुस्कुराता हुआ चेहरा देखकर मन में एक अनुभूति हुई|

ऐसी अनुभूति जो उस नए दिन का स्वागत करने को कहती थी,
एक नई, ताज़ी और स्वच्छ बेला में खो जाने को कहती थी |

एक अनुभूति जो उस बेला के आलोकिक एवं अद्वैत वातावरण से परिचित कराती है |

धूप के इसी रूप और स्वरुप के अनुरूप मेरा दिन बीता करता है... ...